Kimberly and Weiying,
I seriously pity both of you,
if you cannot take it,
both of you are always welcomed in 3-2,
you get what i mean XD
Anw, I can't be bothered to argue with CharmZ,
she is contradicting herself again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
You can go bitch about us for all I care (:
But then, please remember,
Jesus still loves you.
I'm very very very angry with my mum,
just because of the fact that I didn't pack my table,
she took away my 40 bucks,
just great.
And forbid me to go sailing the next day,
I'm really really sorry sam,
can't be there to protect you.
Today was supposed to be a packed day for me,
sailing in the morning,
boinging in the afternoon,
christmas shopping in the evening,
you forbid me to go christmas shopping and sailing,
cause you know they mattered.
Goodness, my table was in that state for years!
And when she is in a good mood,
she close one eye,
when she is in a bad mood,
everything is vented one me.
Great man,
Claire went without dinner today.
When got mother like that to her daughter one,
one day I'm going for a DNA test man,
she don't even know how much she hurt me,
her word are like stones man.
Whole day talk on the telephone,
still dare to compare me with Elisha.
I really don't like being compare,
so what if he stays at home and be mommy's boy everyday?
I'm not going to do that.
I call home, the phone is forever engaged,
by my sister or my mother.
The house is becoming somehting like a hotel to me,
instead of something call home,
a place of warmth.
I know I know,
I'm never good enough for you,
even Elisha is better than me,
fine, go have him as your son lah!
I almost everyday,
help you do laundry,
wash dishes, wipe table
and hang clothes,
one day,
when I'm gone,
you have to do everything yourself.
You have no idea how much you hurt me,
you know how much I cried last night?
Until I had no more tears,
and today, my eyes were swollen,
my double eyelids disappeared,
weikee thought I just woke up.
I've already cried my tears dry.
My books you haven't buy,
yet yi xian and yi yue's books are already bought and wrapped,
I'm always last on your priority list right.
She get into em2, just made the cut,
she can get a chinchilla, however you spell it,
me leh? I went to the best em2 class,
and double science class, want a parrot also cannot.
Studies, not good enough for you,
altitude, not good enough,
let's just face it Claire,
you are never good enough for anybody,
you are just a loser.
Today boinging that time,
you said you want to kill me right,
fine, kill me now.
I was hoping somebody will do that.
Daddy God,
I also don't know what kind of emotion am I feeling now,
it's just a mixture of hurt, anger and bitterness,
replace them with love please,
love is the most powerful one,
and I love you.
